Tuesday, April 05, 2005

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat e hell happen to mi tis few daes....tis few daes...i could realli sae tis week....is my worst week.....realli feel lyk crying...too much thing for mi to handle le......tis few daes....dun hav e mood to study at all......in class....teacher cum in i oso dunnoe...haiz.....was lyk xin bu zai yen lo....was lyk keep thinkin of alot of thing...haiz....dun lyk to think bout it oso...but i juz cant forget it at all lo...haiz....how can i forget him in a shortest tim.....i wan to forget him asap......i realli hav no mood to do anything at all lo...wat he sae....realli veri hurtful....haiz...dun wanna sae bout him le...if he see tis...he will noe de....haiz....i sori....although i hurt him oso...but he hurt mi more... haiz....4get it....juz wanted to forget him if i realli can...n hav to realli start afresh....n oso....STOP THINKIN BOUT HIM N BUCKED UP....haiz....now i reali noe tat i dun even concentrate in class form e begining of year till now lo....realli far back behind lo....haiz....sad to sae tat....i might juz retain tis year...haiz.....
trying to work veri hard now....i scare is not too late......but wat i realli wan to sae is.....congkai...wat u told mi ytd....is too late le....haiz..sori....i realli hope i can be bac e cheerful side of mi lyk last tim....i trying...trying to change back....crying to forget e hurt.....i wish gd luck to u....n oso....tak care....