Saturday, April 02, 2005

nth realli change ytd nite....was crying lyk hell when e ans was told....i juz so sad....it so unfair....wat carolyn sae....muz he realli go n believe it....haiz....frienx betray mi...well....i still tak it le....but wat he do to mi...is hurt mi...where i reali believe him...but no matter wat i still wan to hav e friendship between him n mi....but i think we cannot le.....muz i realli hav to pretend tat i neva met him be4....tis few daes....i was realli sad.....there is lots n lots of trouble happening to mi...no one seem to noe....wat he promise mi......he tak it bac again....y guys juz cant keep their promise.....y....was lookin at bryan blog....n was listening to e song.... crying.... coz e song can realli sae is sad.....i feel lots of hurts inside my heart....well....ytd nite....my dad promise to gib mi a new hp le...well...is a gd thing....but i dun seem tat i happi at all....i juz cant put a smile on my face anymore.....tat alot of thing troubling mi....i hav to solve all tis be4 i realli get depression......which i think i hav it now.....i realli sad...........................not alot of ppl realli noe wat happen....or i can sae....none of them noe....haiz....dun wanna tell them too....coz i oso noe wat they will think bout mi...but i think i dun gib it a damn now.....my study are reali goin down since tis year start....i dun even hav e mood to study at all......i juz a complicated gal......but i think i realli hav to work hard le....coz of wat dear told mi ytd...........if tis month i neva pass all my test....he will go n find congkai....which i realli dun wan......i will try my best.....all i can do now is to *ma mu* myself to do....makin my to be tired....so tat i wun think of anything...i hope i can....but i think i cannot oso......

to congkai:
i realli sad......sad to hear u hurt mi wif ur words......i promise dear le....i muz pass my test tis month...in order not to let thing happen to u.....i realli will treasure e friendship between u n mi.....i hope i still hav e chance.........i noe u r not lyk tis de.....


to dear:
dear.....i promise u tat i will try my best to pass every of my subjects.......thanx for believeing in mi.....i noe u still care for mi.......i will keep my promise......thanx u....i noe tat alots of thing happening.......soon...all tis will gone.......u dun hav to worry.....i wil solve it myself......i will not cause any trouble de..........

to everyone:
i juz a complicated gal.....if there is someone hu can realli noe wat happen to mi...tat gd....HURTS by frienx n him......